Every time I got scared, you were the only one who could comfort me and made me feel safe. And I'm scared right now, but you are still not by my side. It's true I'm scared more easily now then before. Before I had you and I knew if I was to die you would be by my side and if I wasn't to die I knew you would still be there fighting off my fears. But you are gone now and Now I am terrified of e v e r y t h i n g. Being alive is my worst fear but death is my greatest.